Archive for March, 2010


I heard about a new soldier that shot himself in the leg shortly after being assigned to our platoon.  He was one of two guys that joined out 1st platoon.  The guy that shot himself had not even been out on patrol yet.  We didn’t know for sure if it was an accident out not, but we figured that he probably shot himself on purpose.  We figured that he had because we were all trained on how to handle weapons safely.  Recently, while talking on the phone with Alvin Dunn, our squad leader in Vietnam, he told me that he was in the barracks when the guy shot him self in the foot.  He said the guy intentionally pointed his M-16 at his foot and pulled the trigger.  Alvin said he couldn’t believe what he saw.   I don’t know if the guy faced a court martial or not.   A self inflicted wound was and still is considered a serious ofense.  I need to ask Alvin if he knows what happened to the guy the next time I talk to him.  I wonder if the guy is still alive today.  I know now that he wasn’t cut out to be a Rakkasan in the 101st Airborne.

My 1st Platoon was on patrol somewhere in the jungle west of Hue.  On the particular day, we were walking a trail on a valley floor with a fairly large river running through it.  As we came along side the river, it was decided that we needed to cross.  Our platoon leader, I think it was Lt Trautmann that chose a place to cross the river where the bank dropped straight done into the deep water.  The other side of the river was a gravel bar.  It was decide who would swim across with a rope and secure it.  Then it was decided who would get in the water to help with the mattresses, since I was six foot three, they picked me.  It was something I didn’t relish doing, but when the time came I slipped off the bank and into the cold, murky water.  My feet hit the muddy bank about four feet under the water.  My platoon members started dropping air mattress loaded with a pack to me as the men slipped into the water and took the mattress.  The mattress was attached to the rope stretched across the river.  It was taking forever for everybody to cross over to the other side.

After quite a few had crossed, Raines’ air mattress was lowered into the river and as it passed into my hands, his boots slide off the top of the pack and started floating away.  I jumped for them and started kicking to swim to them.  My legs immediately cramped up, and I mean cramped up!  The cold water had an icy grip on my legs.  I remember going under as my legs spasmed in pain.  I don’t think I made a sound as I went under.  I came back up thrashing my arms to stay above water.  My boots and fatigues were trying to pull me under.  I remember seeing someone jump in the river as I started to go under again.  The next thing I knew was that a strong arm grabbed a hold of me and pulled my head up above the water. Sgt Dunn swam me to shore as I tried to remain calm.  When Sgt Dunn got me to the bank, a couple of men grabbed my arms and hauled me up on to the bank, spitting and sputtering.  I thought I was a goner, like the  boots.  After I recovered, the rest of us crossed the river.

When I got across the river, Raines was blaming me for loosing his boots.  Sgt Dunn told him to shut up.  Everybody was saying how it was his fault for not securing his boots to his pack.  Raines had to walk in his stocking feet until we could meet up with the supply helicopter.  I don’t remember how far we hiked before Raines got his boots, but I remember thinking how lucky I was to be alive and how much gratitude I had for Sgt Dunn for saving me.  Thank you Sarge!

Leech Island, 1st Platoon, on patrol by ourselves, as usual.  Now Leech Island is a good name for the place we were.  It was double canopy jungle, deep, dark and damp, but not an island.  We were on a well worn trail that wove it’s way through the jungle.  The jungle growth along the trail contained wait-a-minute vines, and oh yeah leeches.  The hazy light filtered through the mist and trees.  My squad (3rd) was on point this particular morning and I was about fourth in our echelon.  We came to a semi open area and the trail made a sharp turn to the right.  As we turned the corner the point man saw an NVA on the trail ahead of us.  He immediately raised his M-16 and fired as the man turned and fled.  The bullet hit a low hanging tree branch between the two men and them kept running.  All our point man heard when he pulled the trigger again was a click, his M-16 had jammed.  I saw a flash of a dark figure as he disappeared into the jungle.  I couldn’t get a clear shot and didn’t want to hit any nearby branches with an HE round, like the M-16 bullet had.  There could have been worse consequences if that happened.  We examined the bullet whole in the tree after we made sure that any NVA had left the area.  The branch was large enough that the bullet didn’t go all the way through.  I thought about how lucky that NVA soldier was and wondered if he had more luck to make it through the war in one piece.

This is the letter that I wrote home to my Mom and Dad the first part of January, 1969.  It contains what I wrote to them about the day Lieutenant Dugger died.  This will be the first letter that I’ve published on this blog.  Let me tell you that it has been a struggle deciding to publish the letters I wrote.  I have decided that the letters will make this blog that much richer.

Letter home 1-10-69, page 1

Letter home 1-10-69, page 2

Letter home 1-10-69, page 3

Letter home 1-10-69, page 4

Letter home 1-10-69, page 5

Letter home 1-10-69, page 6

Envolope that contained the letter home 1-10-69. I wrote about Lt Dugger being killed in the letter

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